date: Tuesday, February 28, 2006 @ 9:30 pm
title: Zodiac
Aries ManHe always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.
You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often.
He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.
Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.
Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.
This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.
He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment.
He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.
He like a "Classy Woman" ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.
He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!
If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.
Go figure out!
date: Saturday, February 25, 2006 @ 9:59 pm
title: Hot Hot Hot..
Just imagine..
"Singapore's version of Brokeback Mountain - The Void Deck Boys. Base on True story."
"... we were lonely. Very lonely. But no more. We found the void deck. Our little hell's kitchen..."
Darn. I guess what we hear affects us.
This void deck thingy's been a tapeworm to me.
I reckon SA has a slang for 'gay' - 'void deck'.
Oh no. I'm being such a discrimination towards void deckers.
Slit me!I got a trim @ Chapter 2. Yak non-stop with my hair designer. Kind of find him cool. Nice to talk to, maybe I'm being a void decker. Sigh.. I'm doing injustice tomyself if i do one day fall into such category. Enough of those rattling.Sad. Anguish. Mood swings.Words that are written all over one of my dearest friends.
I know I'm not half the man that I should be but I try to change. I wan to be a better man with tough shoulders filled with tender flesh. Hard enough to drive some knuckles down the throat and soft enough to pillow the sadden hearts.
Pank me!Monetarily wiser? Like the nature revels. Playing a no-brainer boardgame can make me more no-brainer. Buying n selling stocks and getting retirement plan out earily isn't such a tick but a good old trick. I need to be more conscious of my cashflow in order to pamper not just myself but especially the ones that I love most."... as the moon hung high among the white clouds, he lays his coffee-brown hair near his battered chin and strokes it in a circluar motion gently. They are inseparable. Those who walk by though they are as one. NO! its not the natural. There's 4 covered legs with their physical beyond boundaries. They are..."
Sad. Brokeback Mountain's banned for me. Good story! :)
date: Saturday, February 18, 2006 @ 9:22 am
title: QT
Quality time.
Its not all about the act, but the conversation we had.
For the first time.
I knew those I thought I knew better.
For the first time.
I learn to listen to those I thought I have been listening to.
For the first time.
I spoke my dreams, desire and dirty secret to those I never thought I will ever speak to.
For the first time.
I got in touch with the gist of quality time
"Not be still. Be very still."
QT with anyone now has a different meaning.
Its not quiet time but quality time. Its a conversation.
Thank you.
Gal. Joy. God. Dad.
date: Sunday, February 12, 2006 @ 10:22 pm
title: Mee..
'The Seed must Die!'
Time to let the pride die.Just do it. Forget it. Remake it.Happy CNY Lunar Day 15.The moon is so round n healthily bright.
date: Saturday, February 04, 2006 @ 8:31 pm
title: Opalala
'So what have you achieved since Jan the 1st?'This question posted by Pastor when she was confronting me for my poor working habits. Ill-disciplined lifestyle has caught up with me. It's haunting me since I got out of the pantry. I reckoned it has rocked the little 'boat' within me. I guess I dun have an answer for that.Death has caught your heels and gradually puts you into a deep sleep. Death is sweet if you let it consumes your senses. All is desensitized. All is lost. But with a little hope, even the death can be resurrected. Even the lost can be found. Faith. Ask if you dun have. You just need to shift your lips to confess the desire for directions. Hope. Invent if you lack. You just need to make things come to life. Love. Grow if you are in shortage of it. Daily watering and weeding helps to fatten the positive and get rid of the negative. If you never try, you will never know and you will be so unsatisfied that even the sweetest fruit of your labour tastes bitter with your innate bitterness.A spin off from 'My Old Friend who Gave up the Medicine Box'
